Why did I see an Asian girl with a Morehouse College sweatshirt on? I don’t know. But Hero text’d me last night. He said "sorry for not calling, I’ve been feeling confused. Happy Birthday." Then, as I knew he would, he called. He sounded really sad and eventually asked me to come and visit. I said no and stuck to it even though he begged and cried. At least he said he was crying. So anyway, I'm glad I moved my blog before he read the last entry. So I kept saying no and eventually he decided he would come and visit me after he got off work which would make him arrive around 4am. I was excited. I did some cleaning and went to the store. But he called and said he was to tired. I believe him. He sounded like and said that he misses me. This is a turn for the better. Him wanting and willing to do the four hour drive that is usually mine. He said he is coming later this week. I wish he would come for Valentines Day. I stood my ground on not going ‘cause I was so sad about the way he acted after the last time. I wonder if I should have further stood my ground and told him he couldn’t visit. Hell no, this is my husband. I should slap myself for thinking of that.