Lights Out

I think I black out. Last night, I had so much going on inside of my head that I think I blacked out. It’s like I think and think until I fall asleep. But, its not regular sleep; it’s like a “can’t remember anything prior” to kinda sleep. Then I kept waking up like every two hours very disoriented. Small stuff was driving me crazy. Like I sleep with my cell phone in the bed with me and never in the history of doing so have I made it fall to the floor and not noticed. But last night I did and when I woke up and couldn’t find it, I momentarily panicked. My sleep life is so fragile. Before, after and during, I can’t rest lately. It’s getting kind of scary. My last final is in a few hours; for my computer class. I should ace it. I got a B in Business Ethics. That’s great ‘cause I probably went to that class a total of ten times thru the semester. Thank God for that. Plus I turned in every single assignment late. I still have a paper to write. On that note, I suck cause it was due Wednesday. Why they kill Tookie? I don’t think his actions (the books and speeches) erased what he was accused of but damn 20+ years is what’s killing me. He should have lived just on the strength that he had to wait so long to die. I got on a Kangol and some bad ass earrings. Sometimes I like the rushed but still so fly look. The other night I was dreaming about the MVP then my phone rang. That pissed me off. Maybe I should go to the doctor concerning my sleep issues cause I really think I black out.