What did you get?

For Christmas, I got a leather jacket, some pajamas, underwear, clothes, money, gift-cards, a pit bull- SAGE!, bath and body stuff, sunglasses, foot spa thing and some Hero. Yeah, you read it right I got some Hero. Christmas night when I left the club, I called him and he answered. But before we get to that. The club was off the hook. Everybody who’s somebody was there. My cousin hosted it and so my whole family was kinda there. I had fun. And even before that; I saw Hero and his family at church. No one spoke. But yeah, I called Hero after the club. To make a long story short, I went to visit. He was home alone. We, to say the least, made out. I’m happy that we could see each other. It felt comfortable. But most importantly I learned a lesson – what we had is not a game, it’s not something that can be manipulated and all of the mistakes we make and forgive – it’s because what we had was real. I guess that when I am sad or hurt I fortget that he loved me just like I loved him and nothing can erase that for either of us. My feelings toward him haven’t swayed in a different direction. Except I didn’t know how he felt about me. Now I do. So, that’s cool.