I suck

I suck as a fan. Pharrell was in my city, at a club, open to the public, and I didn’t go. I believe in my heart that he is God’s gift to me. When I found out he was here - I think I had a panic attack. Seriously, I couldn’t think straight and my leg was shaking. My hair was a royal mess. I had nothing to wear and no one wanted to go with. What if this was my chance? I love him. He was built for me, super skinny, super sexy, super smart, extra fly, rich, famous!!! Here I go again, panicking. I cannot believe I didn't see him. I should have just waited outside for a glimpse or something.