One called opened the flood-gates of love

Me and Hero have been talking like crazy. It's like we both had all of this "I miss you" built up and now we can't reist talking. He wants me to come and visit. At first I thought it was a good idea, but now I don’t. But, turns out I can’t afford to go this weekend anyway. Even though I have the feeling he is gong to call and offer to front the bill. We had some really important conversations about our relationship. Still feel insecure about the other girl though. Before he and I got back in good, I was beginning to move on. I convinced myself that after 5 years of blood, sweat and tears, I shouldn’t have to compete with a new ugly ho. And that I should stop dwelling on her extreme level of unattractiveness, because evidently something about her has him going. But at any rate, I never wanna feel second around him. And sometimes I do, like maybe he’d rather be with her. But at any rate, I hope for the best with us now. I hope that I can forget about her and just be me and just let his love for me push her out of the picture. That is opposed to me setting him and or her up for destruction. Trust me, I am totally capable. Revenge is, okay should be, my middle name.