I don't wanna

I dont want my sex to make Hero stick around, I thought I did. I hope its more than that. I don't want to manipulate people or situations anymore. Too good at it and now I don't know whats real around me. I don't want to be concerned with anybody else Hero is dating, I only wanna focus on us. I don't want to have to do more than two semesters of school after this. I don't want "The Rapper" to be so busy. I don't want to stay at my job. I don't want my license to be suspended (I got a letter yesterday). I don't want my fat belly.