Dear God,

Bring him back. I want my Hero back. I want him back to who he was. I want me back to who I was . God, I know you understand what I am saying. Please God, teach me to control my actions. And if I can’t have my Hero back, then please God, take him out of my heart. God, make him know that I am sorry. Let him know that I would give more than I have to take that night back. Tell him though God, that my feelings are hurt. Tell him that I am confused. Let him know God, that I miss him. Please God, heal my broken heart and spirit. Forgive me God. You know that I am sorry. On tomorrow, God, I don’t want to miss him anymore. I don’t want to be overwhelmed with guilt God. Some days you know I pray that he is my husband one day. If he is who you created for me then God I stand on you and trust that this too shall pass.