Monday

Me and the rapper made up via text messaging. Its getting close to the time for school to start. I am slacking something terrible. I don't even have my financial aid stuff in place. My attitude towards school is becoming increasingly apathetic. I am like graduate or bust! One of my really good friends is upset with me because she said I am "Fake and all that you want to do is hang with your other friends." She'll get over it. She always does. I always find myself in friendships with girls that need a lot of attention. A few too many people threw salt on my solo dolo game today. I like my only worry to be me. I like to have an ultra-flexible schedule. I don't have any kids and no real obligations. People need to realize that this is not chance...It's my choice. It is the exact reason that I only choose jobs that are always off on weekends and holidays. It is the exact reason that rubber in the main ingredient in my relationships with "The Rapper".(Even though he wants to have sex far too infrequent for my appetite) But, the moral is I use protection cause I don't want any kids or any other dependents for that matter. But today, my grandmother asked to use my car. She was 15 minutes late picking me up and that really pissed me off. Then I ended up having to take my friends daughter and my niece home. People should know by now not to obligate me to any thing without clear concise discussion. I got over it pretty quickly but I didn't like it at all.