Hero made my blood boil!

I called him because I needed him to do something. He never called back until I called and left a message where it was too late and I was crying. Then he called all cocky like. He loves to push my buttons, I am such a sucker for letting him do it though. He claims he was busy. Yeah right, all you do is smoke and sleep. So kill that. Plus he never called to check to see that I made it home safe. What a jerk. What is his purpose? To prove he doesn't care about me? Well he needs to cut all of the actions that say otherwise. I feel like I am trying to stick it out because I was wrong this last time and he loves to ride my guilt trip train for as long as he can. I am used to it but this time, it is boring me to death. He is so scary and fake, scared to show his friends and family that the recent incident did not come between us. Although, it knocked us back like a billion steps, real love endures and we'll probably be friends forever.