To My Hero,

Yes –

I do love you. I forgive you for all the things you’ve done. I think I know everything you’ve done. I think you are actively trying to find someone to replace me because you are so hurt by what I did. You are irreplaceable. I feel irreplaceable. Sometimes I think I wanna marry you. Sometimes I hope nature takes its course and we stop talking for ever. I think Kelly wants you. I know Christy wanted you. You knew that. Pus –face was behind it all. She still has hers coming. I might let Mocha slide. Really I don’t like to or want to ever have to fight but I might have to do something to Victoria. Your mom hates me. I am over that. Her friend, Alicia got me real messed up and is a close second on the list behind Pus face. She got about one more time to say something I don’t like before... Your mom thinks all of your faults or my fault. You still fuck me the best and get me the wettest. I miss you. Niggas in Saint Louis for about 99% of the part disgust me. I wish you lived with me, mainly cause I still want you so bad at night. Is what I would say if you asked me to be with you right now. I expect you to tell me if you have sex with someone else. I still think about us in the far future, like beautiful brown babies and making Mau Mau a GiGi. I think we broke up because of actual mistakes and not just destiny.

No -

I don’t want to be your girlfriend right now. Hopping in the sheets with a girl won’t replace the feelings you have for me. I might not let her bald-head ass slide. You don’t deserve me right now. I don’t feel threatened by anyone in your life. I have never cheated. I don’t feel guilty about being with someone else after we broke up. I haven’t felt like your prize in a long time. I don’t think you want Kelly. I never gave anyone else mouth or lip service. Mau Mau doesn’t hate me. You don’t make me feel perfectly sexy anymore. None of your faults or my fault. I never fake it. Is what I should say if you asked me to be with you right now. I haven’t had sex with him since that once. I don’t want to. I still don’t feel that attraction to other people that I guess single people feel. I don't think this break up is your fault. No I don't think it's just because we grew apart.