It's Nothing

“The Rapper” did call. He said that all was fine with him and that he’d enjoyed our time together. So I didn’t harp on anything. We talk like 24-7. We are moving really fast. I’m feeling nervous because his presence makes me so much less sad about Hero. The last thing that I want to do is jump into a relationship and try to replace my Hero. "The Rapper" spent the night again. What am I doing with this man? What is he doing with me? Our energy is becoming too good to be true. I met a new guy today, we'll call him T.F. He is okay, kinda sensitive for my liking. He asked to take me out Saturday but then called later and said he didn't want to wait. I couldn't go that night though because I was with "The Rapper". So anyway, when I was with "The Rapper", T.F. called again at like 1:30 am. HATER! "The Rapper" was like "Oh, okay, thats how we doin it?". I could tell he didn't like it even though he kept claiming not to care. I don't mind being confused about this situation because everything about him makes me smile. I can sense that we met at the right time to just put some good vibrations on each other's soul.