Ahhhh.

I talked to Hero today. I was feeling icky that I called first. But he called back and we talked. I wanted him to call first but I had a sudden urge to call. So, I did. I figured I have been with him for 5 years and didn’t have to play any games. I am really proud to have gone a week though. He gave something similar to an apology. His voice made me smile. Never went a week without it. We shared this I miss you but I still hate you attitude, weird. Made my day go better though. Still don’t want him back, but I want to see him.