When it hurts so bad....

Hero betta be lying. I am so serious. He called me the day before he left to go back for Spring Break. He was all like “you may not wanna be friend anymore.” I’m like why, there was hesitation and then he told me that he had a baby on the way. What the fuck? This is unbelievable, he disgusts me. So the story is some dumb whore is saying she is pregnant, he is saying he is not certain that it is his. Too disgusted to go into detail. But I got off work early. He came over we talked for a few hours. I got too far emotional with him. The way I never said I would again. We did not fight but I cried and told him I wanted to be with him. But I don’t. I am sad when I dwell on it. Even though for some reason, I think he is lying. Actually I pray that he is. But anyway, I can’t be too sad about it because I have too much other good stuff going on. So I gotta shake it off. I just wanna hope the best for him and be done with that whole shenanigan by the name of Hero. This too shall pass. Why do I feel so good?