God and I communicate quite often and quite well. He is constantly revealing things to me. Things about life, people and myself. So one day, I was, in essence, daydreaming about my future. The daydream eventually became a prayer and I was asking God for a few things, all at once. A big house, a great job and my long thick hair that I had a few years back. And no sooner than I prayed for these things, did a verse come to me. I can't quote it directly but it says something along these lines: ''How can I trust you with a lot, when you fail with a little?''. And I knew that God wanted change for me. And I thought about how I treated my current state. I used to tithe faithfully. That fell off. I treat my hair like crap. Seriously. Whatever is convenient at the moment, I do. I don't have a regime, I'm not picky about products and against my own better judgement, I'm constantly abusing my hair with that nasty nasty glue. So God is basically letting me know right now, today, I don't deserve better. I can't let dishes pile ceiling high in this kitchen while simultaneously praying for a stainless steel fridge and an island range. Its illogical and not going to happen, according to the bible. God wants me to do better for me and by him. I NEED to serve him in all that I do and appreciate and honor each and every one of my blessings. Its not easy to live that way, especially in today's world but what's right is never easy. I need to prepare myself for my blessings. Right Jesus?
