I can't sleep for thinking of you

Late, past the midnight hour and I can't help but think of you. I miss you so much. Especially when the day is done and all I have is me. I wonder where you are, what you're doing, who you're with, how you're doing and more than anything, I wonder if you're thinking of me. Ever? Do you even remember me? And what we had? And how we did? I think about us often. And smile. I cannot close my eyes and dream of you 'cause I'm too busy thinking of you. I miss laughing and smiling with you. And the way you calmed me down for better or worse. All the jokes and the way you touched me. I love you. Sometimes I saw a future for us. Even though you were already married to the streets and I had what I consider bigger and better plans I had a place for you in my heart. I can't help but wonder what could have been. Or could be?