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Thursday, March 20

BURNING BRIDGES IS A WAY OF SUSTAINING CHANGE BY ENSURING THERE IS NO WAY BACK.

I don't like to carve things in stone but BLACK BABY JESUS people . . . be careful what you pray for. I always see things that I pray for come to pass but this most recent experience OOH WEE! So starting like 7 months ago I say, probably in September, all day everyday I would say "I wish this car and this job and this house and my life as I know it would just disappear." Not in a negative way though, I just wanted a new start. And now I have one. All of those things are gone. THANK YOU LORD! Even though I don't fully understand, I remain grateful. I was forced to abruptly quit my job of 7 years. The engine or motor went out on my 2 year old car. I'm no longer friends with at least 7 different people cause of all the recent drama. So the words of my mouth had so much more strength than I suspected. I cried some nights over it 'cause I said it said it said it "car go away, job go away, house go away, bloodsuckers go away". All of those things went away before I knew it. Before I decided if that's what I really wanted. Too late now, what's done is done. And boy and I am glad for it. At first I was like damn, what if I need this or that or him or her but now I stick by this "BURNING BRIDGES IS A WAY OF SUSTAINING CHANGE BY ENSURING THERE IS NO WAY BACK." Basically, considering me and my personality I would have tried to make things right with people or situations 'cause I've tried to grow into that peacemaking, forgiving person. But the way things happened, there is no way i will try and and make amends. So i still love life the same and onward and upward. That's all I know!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

...please where can I buy a unicorn?

12:56 PM  

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