1 Corinthians 7:9

"But if they cannot contain, let them marry: for it is better to marry than to burn with lust".

Taking this verse at face value, me and my boyfi should get married because I love to make good love to him. We've been like wild passionate rabbits for 4 years. A few months ago though, I decided that we should stop having sex until we get married. See, I 'm saved now. But this weekend he came home from school and something went wrong-but it felt right. We had sex 4 times. 4 really good times. I missed him so much that I ripped his clothes off as soon as I could. He jokes that I "treat him like he's the ho in this relationship". Whatever. One time, after I was saved, we had sex. That time, I felt so bad that I cried myself to sleep. This time I didn't. I still don't feel bad. I don't know what's gotten into me. I'm thinking the memories of how good he felt are keeping me from feeling guilty. I'm new at this "saved" thing and I'm doing my best. I need to repent and I will soon. In the meantime, we really need to get married.